hee

2011-08-28T11:08:00.001-07:00

Adding on the shadow to my wounds

2011-08-28T11:07:00.001-07:00

JUS FML FML FML FML! NOTHING BUT JUST FMFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-28T11:02:00.000-07:00

EVERYTHING CUI!!!!!! JUST FUCKING CUI! FUCK FUCK FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!! Let me VANISH!! FOR THE FIRST TIME, I WISH I NVR EXIST! SRSLY!

2011-05-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

It left only 1 month time that I'll end this shit NS life of mine.

I always mention life is scary.
I know is gonna be tough.

Alot of thing to work on and need room for improvment.

2011-02-23T05:49:00.000-08:00

Life is tiring nowadays. Have not been enjoying .
No matter how hard it is. I'm giving my best.

Army ending soon le. Everything have to start afreash.

2011-02-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

Blog has become my dairy. Not deleting any of it anymore. Is a memories to me. Regretted I delete away all the post in the past. Deleted is becos I don wish to recall any memories of any ex gf. Regretted is I deleted the memories I've wit friends. :(
Very saddening 
Cos in the past got so many fun and enjoyable moments .
Luckily I still have all photos and video wit me! :)))))
Tis is the only memories I've wit friends.
In the past I jus treated every relationship too seriously. But now when I think back I find myself very stupid. Cos some don cherish it but why the he'll I sad over them for such long time. Bo Bian. Tats part of cycle in teensage life. Sometimes I think I've done my part and tat is already enough. Like seriously. I don think I owe anyone of them anything. Most imptly, I didn't touched a single of them lor! LOL I think I so good boy man. Hahah. No la. Cos I think going in relationship jus go for sex is so bad. As I also can feel they love me also half fuck . Also cannot confirm their feeling. Don wish to lost virgin to a person who I cannot even confirm her feeling towards me right . Now I think back I also think I've done the correct thing. I leave no regret in the past relationship.

But there is thing when young I've done and leave a regret. Tat is trust ppl too easily. Speak too much loyalty wit friend. Now I kno all tis are stupid. Cos they not worth to be my fren. Being cheated once is alr enough. Things will Nvr happen twice again unless there is a NEED.

I owe my parents a big favor!! Love the both of you. I'll try and do my best and repays the both of you.

GUAN YIN MA PO PI *

2011-01-09T04:21:00.000-08:00

Currently at hospital visiting gf's mum . Let's hope all thing gonna be fine.

Hais. There's so many thing to stress. Hate this feeling. But I won't give up. I'm going to do something to my face first. Yes! All the pimples and scars. Going to do mask everyday!!! Zzzzz

2010-11-29T16:50:00.000-08:00

we change, we grow up,
we fuck up, we love,
we hurt,
we're teenagers.
we're still learning

2010-11-24T02:23:00.000-08:00

I can feel that my luck is slowing coming back . Woohoos ~
Found my wallet le. Thanks to the person.
Plus today I met a taxi uncle damn nice .

Plate number. SHD 2156E .
Lim Peng Koon . If you happen to meet this taxi uncle. You're lucky LOL :)

okay la. time to enjoy abit. Going back camp at night le.
Tatas ~

2010-11-20T19:39:00.000-08:00

Hellos all .
Good Morning !!!

Wondering whether is anyone looking at it or neither all forget abt me le sia. hahah.
Guess most ppl don blog nowadays le ba >.<

Nvm blogging is meant for own personal dairy ma. Correct bo?
LOL I'm speaking on my own -.-
Zzzz.

This 2 months is rather shag .
For me Im almost entering adult life now. Thinking alot le lor.
Hoping her can understand and think the same as me sia. I know I selfish .
Nvr treat the same like how I treated my ex . Scolding you almost everytime.
I can feel tat you sometimes understand me for wat im doing. But I know most of the time Im too much. Zzz.
Just wanna you feel the inner and not see from my outer =)

2010-11-20T10:56:00.000-08:00

New love LOL

Too boring . Decided to post out of the sudden.
Okay I know army suck but I still wanna rant it out.

Extended my ORD :(
Nvr really expected it will happen to me.
Suey TTM!

Hais wallet lost. Brought a coin purse today for gf and me.
I feel like smacking my Iphone 4 alr. Giving me so much prob. Why am I so unlucky ?
Not even first month I make it dead on me. Change another new one and have to pay 328 bucks. And is giving me prob ? Argh!

Went *si ma lu * and pray tis morning.
Hopefully thing will goes smooth for me the next 7 months!

HUAT AR !!!

2010-05-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

In less than 2 weeks time. I'm gonna be one year soldier already. Time filies ? Perhaps. It's still slow for me. Cos I only have gone through half of it :(

Life is normal for now.
I like it. I hate tiring life. As in im really like tired to go out. Or can say I felt sleepy when going out. Lols.

End =)

2010-05-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

The world is really cruel . Unexpected thing might happens anytime.
I'm seriously worried for my future now.

2010-05-19T16:53:00.000-07:00

My blog is so dead.
Bout 2 more weeks going be 1 year soldier already.
Serving NS is a pain. Go back camp tio aim. Yet I just only wanna pass 1 year. I've just pass through HALF WAY!! Another half to go. One bitch has gone. Waiting for the rest of the bitch to be gone too. LOL! ( inside joke )

Will try to update more. .....

2010-04-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

Life is getting more scary. I didn't realise it when I was young and thought a few thousands is more than enough to survive every month. I was wrong . I need million dollars. LOL . Life would be scary if I were penniless in future . Alot left unspoken . I didn't know how to describe the feeling I've now. Pissed and worried.
Feel like whacking someone up now.

2010-02-12T04:48:00.000-08:00

Going back camp soon already.
First time experience celebrating CNY w/o family.

Damn sad. I can't see my cousins all that too.

Today meet Johnathan and Benji and went to town. I went out with my messy hair as I didn't cut at that time yet. Brought something for an idiot and fuck off from there. Find gf along with John then we headed down to Plaza Sing for late lunch. Train-ed back to sk and cut my hair. After that went home for steamboats session with them plus family. blabla...

I'm in a bad mood．　Ｉ　ｃａｎ　Ｓｍｅｌｌ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｅａ　ｗａｔｅｒ　ｎｏｗ．．　. Anyway,
Happy Chinese New Year ..！：）

2010-01-30T08:51:00.000-08:00

No CNY this year round. Perhaps next year also won't be celebrating either.
You people should Thanks us Cos' mine camp was called for duty to protect the kins.
Will be celebrating my CNY with the Camp mates. How exciting hor ?

1year4months plus more. Hoping ALL the bad habits WILL CHANGE!
Being a Champion is hard. But I don't wanna be a Loser in the world.
I can't just rely on speaking out here.

2009-12-28T16:30:00.000-08:00

Going Malaysia in awhile more time with camp mate cum gf. LOL!

Cos we just wanna escape something. ( inside joke ) hehehe.
Well,

On Monday meet gf and John for lunch. They kept pestering me for Sakae Sushi very long already. Since I'm on leave so pei them go eat lor. Ate and spent about 1hour in there. After that set off to Tampines Safra to redeem my watch. Then I saw something attracted me. I went inside and lost almost 20bucks. Sounds exciting uh? gf was complaining outside waiting for me. haha. After that meet David and went to Tampines Mall. Went back home in the evening time.

If got the mood come back from Malaysia in the late afternoon then update again =D

2009-12-27T19:30:00.000-08:00

Need not go back camp till this Sunday cos' gotten a 10 Days Leave cum Off. LOL!
Felt so boring now as gf is sleeping . She is pissing me now. Roars.

Time to do some update.
Last wk in camp was the most tough time in life, I guess ?
Hopefully things goes better now as now * TURN OPS lohh!!

Woos~ ~
Okay. Was damn shag the whole Thursday morning. Reached home and slept right away already. gf was an idiot to disturb me up when she come and make me go eat lunch with her.
Guess what ? After reaching my place to take her stuff. She went off already.
Guess what next again ? She forgotten to take her Christmas presents along with her. LOL!
Stupid! Shall say serve her rights. .. ...

Skip* Meet Edmund, Victor and John and down to Plaza Sing . Upon waiting for yang zhi and co. We went for a stroll around . Meet them at Fish and Co. haha. Jian An was sooooo handsome wor. LOL!
Chit-chatted and share alot of army experience with him. zzz.
Down to Bugis after tat. Watched them arcade-ed. LOL! Awhile more JianAn Edmund and me went to find David and his gf. ha. Lepak while waiting for the rest to come. Erm. Mund, Vic John and me went off to town to find the * dua pai LEO SINI! fuck. The place was crowded with people. Swear before I'll never go back that place when there's countdown or what. In the end I went back -.- No more I swear. The place is full of bangala smell. Guess they only wanted to molest people there instead of countdown . Train back to sk and brought liquor at 7-11. Back to my place and played Blackjack. blaa blaaaaa. Send gf home around 3 like that. Back home and started Mahjong. The game end quite early and I've more time to sleep aftermath.

25th meet ah pong to go outram there awhile to see thing. In less than an hour gf and me went off for my Cousin's b'day celebration at Turf City. They booked a room and inside got karaoke all this. Sing sang song for her all this. Being kid are always the best. haiis. haha.

26th meet David for dinner only ba. 27th meet gf . Edmund and Da for gym. LOL! after that was whole day at home.

I'm waiting for that idiot to wake up still . KNN! Sooooooooooo longgggg!

2009-12-12T20:36:00.000-08:00

Wasted a Satuarday morning sleep just to go don't know what park for army stuff. Lol.

Meet up with the bros in the evening for a stroll at town. Slack and lepak at my house .

Next few day gonna be tough.

11 june.

2009-06-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

EDITED.

promise to be a better person. no more doing thing meaningless

during army period will save money. thinking in progress wat to do in future.

wont make much fren in army. everytime mak fren there's always a conflict.

muz else hack care everything. army day gonna be a hard road. if have conflict

sure no mood to continue. rather do thing myself.

the only hope now is army will end soon. will miss all frens i have tat is precious to make.

take care everybody. off to be a man:) lol.

posting on behalf of gary.

he had lots of laughters and fun with all of you yesterday

i guess you guys have fun with him too.

GARY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF FUN AND IS OFF TO ARMY!

showing off muscles.

edmund gay and david qiang jin tou.

act fierce.

muscles showing off again.

2009-06-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

I think this will be the last post till army book out. Seriously I'm very lazy to update already. Or maybe next week would post one more. See how.

Actually I'm dreaming of tomorrow breakfast having a bowl of dan dan mian . Now the dream crash.
I wish I've a gun now. I just need a bullet to kill somebody.
Every thing disappoint me.

Even Manchester United, LOL !

In the past I share with them Everything. ALL i mean. Though now is different already. We have different goals and aims. But they know me the best last time. Muacks, take care bra (bro) in careers, studies and love life. See mehmeh soon LOL!

Same goes to David and all other friends.
Drinking sessions next Thursday. See ya bros! :)

hee. Nights

2009-06-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

Every time I wanted to keep that matter to myself, but sometimes I can control my emotion and shout it out.

Post with no picture very boring right readers ?
Trying very hard to take it haha.
Okay I felt damn angry with some stuffs the past few days. As stated above, I can't control my anger anymore.
The feeling is urging me to murdering someone. Especially Idiot like That Person.
Hate it! Hate it!! Hate it!!!

10days more to NS.
Fast hor? I hope go in won't let me irritate and think so much thing anymore.

2009-05-27T07:46:00.000-07:00

Now I dreaming of my soccer bet would strike later on ...~

2009-05-24T10:54:00.000-07:00

I was sucha fool & an idiot. I hate myself for behaving like this but in the end I always don't know the reason WHY. Perhaps it's right, the earth's moving, that's why people around you are changing. to trust someone is as difficult as winning lottery. No wonder I didnt't manage to strikes the 500millions Toto last Friday.

2009-05-23T11:02:00.000-07:00

My room suddenly dam messy like shit.
Not in the mood to pack. No mood for everything now.
I'm just shit tiring ~

Today is fine. Just that the moment gf and me travel a number of places today.
Town to Plaza Sing. Then to Woodlands and brought a board game.
The long journey makes us dam sleepy. Maybe is just because we met too early and have not enough of beauty sleep. LOL we only manage to play one round and feel so boring after that cos we need more people to join in then will make it merrier.
The moment we wanted to take picture. I realize my phone lost -.- LOL! in the end send her home I keep searching for it. It's in the toilet when I fount it while bathing -.-

I felt so weak now. Lack of sleep, exercises and blame it for staring for the computer too much during the past months. I so dam hate myself for staying at home whole day long but I've no choices. I've done so many wrong thing. I was still so wrong to continues my life like that. Blame me for being to addicted and no brain ONCE! This once time let me learn a lot after that.
As I said. Things are getting better. I hope this time round is real, I hope I've grown from mistakes.

Whether is it time to enjoy or suffers. It depends on fate before I enter into army.
Neither we can go out chill, drinks, movies nor I might cried after that. WAIT FOR ME FRIEND. Either one, the first I will find is ......* LOL

I JUST wanna STOP the addictions.

2009-05-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

I return my auntie 50bucks today.
From 1650 became 750 to go . LOL!
Any sponsors ? ^^

Awaiting for tomorrow to arrives .
Finally manage all the thing done soon. I miss Yang Zhi doggie.
Times for all the old pal and mate.
Catch up real soon. =)

Love my Idiotic stupid gf ^^

2009-05-22T02:56:00.000-07:00

You never fail to stop SCREAMING whenever I tried to joke nor asking you thing.
I'm not okay at all ..

2009-05-20T12:26:00.000-07:00

On Tuesday night, down to Changi Village and have dinner with gf. Have my sting ray finally. BUT MISS OUT MINE TIE BAN TOU FU COS THE SHOP CLOSED! DISAPPOINTMENT!
last minutes decision and went to chalet and stay over.
Guess what? There only contain 4 person INCLUDING ME! dam pathetic, LOL!
Never mind I still won free cab fares from Yong Zheng LOL
fall asleep soon after and woke up early and fetch gf from school. Her phone being confiscated -.-
LOL! back to my house then gf starts playing game with my bro leaving me alone there. Idiot!
So when I wanted to sleep, she climb onto me and don't allow me to sleep. So start disturbing her. LOL!

Life is boring. Not boring la but laziness keep makes me sleepy and no mood for anything. Can SINGAPORE TURN INTO HONGKONG nor TAIWAN ? B-O-R-I-N-G ~

2009-05-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

Kan si lang sian .
I shall post again tomorrow wit pictures :)

Happy belated 7months gf. Muacks Muacks Muacks!

2009-05-14T16:45:00.001-07:00

A dam early post today.
I slept quite early last night but woke up in the middle of the night -.-

Okay I'm dam sad cos I never strike 4D nor Toto before.
It's kinda cheaper than betting soccer. Every time lost -.-
I wanted to explore casino one day. Actually wanted follow dad to cruise and check it out. When I ask him ; pa, can I go in casino see see for fun since I'm 18 now. He said need 21 la. LOL!
I'm not addicted in gambling, just want to check it out the environment looks like what. heexZ!

I feel like Mahjong to earn extra money :/
but the other day I played with my family. I feel no more love I've with Mahjong LOL!
haha 1 & a half hrs more to fetch gf.

take care peeps, & drink more water due to bad weather :)

2009-05-12T11:06:00.000-07:00

Feels like banging the wall but don't have much courage to do so.
I'm so tired of life. I've not been sleeping early the past few months.

Every night I feel like shouting out loud when using the computer. Like there's thing bottom in my heart troubling me. Idk what's happen, but I sincerely wanted to know what the hell is troubling me -.-
And every night I think of a lot of things. LOL!
I wanna a schedule book to plan my time well.
I need a dairy too -.- to rant what I want to.

My mood was so lousy when it came to night time.
I feeling dam heaty of course at this hour, nose keep bleeding.
Makes me more pek chek for sure.

I want so many things in the world still. There's still so many haven't even tried in life.
I haven't enjoy enough. But, something is holding me back to go out and have fresh air. LOL!
I've no mood to do anything.

Only for today I rang up my son Yang Zhi for lunch. Instead he drag the time till night -.- Being a fucker whole night playing punk with his papa, ME!
And Doggie J is a fucker. Took my bicycle and no intention to go Hougang get it back. Only when I took his computer mouse and for the sake of his game. He went to bring it back for me. LOL!
So long since a good time with them again in Compass Point. 7-11, the usual lepak places. Craps and Jokes. Mostly from China Newbie Yun Qing.
This are the memories that will never be forgotten.
When age increases, will it be the same again? Cos so many people comes and go.
Especially Tang Jian An when he got gf. LOL!
Idk what am I posting.

Stupid post. Worst than the previous one LOL!
Good luck for those who having exam out there. Do well too gf. Muacks

2009-05-11T12:01:00.000-07:00

Finally got the time to post.
LOL. cos I'm like dam free and suddenly I log in my another Msn account. I exactly forgotten I've a personal blog last time -.-
That was about 2year time back when I created it -.-
There's shows all my emotions whenever I'm in love or broke up with girls last time. LOL!!
Okay is so personal about some private lifestyle too. hee. Actually I'm still updating since last year. But I've a happy relationship now, I've forgotten about that -.-
Whatever ~

I'm so bored with my life.
So lazy to go out. No mood to go out. No mood to exercise. No mood to jog. No mood for shopping. No mood to clean the room nowadays. No mood to bath sometimes. Damn!
I've no mood to re-take my Basic Theory Test too.
Have the urge to burning money away! or buy myself a coffin & die then no more ranting here.

I wants someone to slap me real hard sometime. I'm serious. Idk what am I doing nowadays.
Sad! :( seriously I've no mood for everything!

31days more to army.
Things sure gonna be change. Friend for sure. I wanna delete away all contacts soon. Leave those important or what one.
My aims is to earn big bucks when I'm out of army.
Fuck you if you think no cert will be a dumb in society.

what a post and end like this. LOL!

2009-04-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

The world is so B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L only when if you try to make it simple and sweet.

2009-04-26T10:11:00.000-07:00

Failed Basic Theory Test :(
I've finally get out of the kampong (Sengkang) on Friday.
Stayed at town for more than 15hours.
Meet David doggie to walk around first. Awaiting for Yang mehmeh and New known china friend, Yun qing. haha.
Then I saw another dog of mine, doggie J. Not bad la, a dog with a human gf. didn't know what's her name. LOL!
Lepak for quite some time. Cenileisure for K when 12am strike. A total of 6hours spending inside there. Since a century I've enjoyed fun with this bunch of lil idiot friends :)
Sang all our voices out and showing our own talents and craziness. LOL!
The buffet was so-so. But due to the hunger we've. We ate a lot of Otah. LOL!
When finished. I encounter a mental problem Chinese woman outside Cenileisure 7-11.
She keep staring at me when I stepped out. I thought she looking inside so didn't bother about it. But she stare non-stop till the moment I sat down. And I saw someone came out from the shop. I ask doggie helped me ask her. She say the woman got mental problem and went inside scolded her kan ni na bu for no reason. LOL! indeed crazy. So i start staring at her. Really want to ask her what's her problem and keep staring all of us but think back later she accuse me molest then OWNED! She aboard a taxi later on. All of us plus the worker pray for the taxi driver. Hopefully she don't go around the Singapore by not paying the fare. haha.

Took the first train home.
gf packed food for me in the noon. Then we went to Tamp to get the clothing gf order and look for Si qi. Down to Bugis then Hougang mall. Back to my house. That's how the day end.

Woke up around 2 today. But after having my lunch not even an hours I went back to sleep. LOL kinda lazy to continue.

Leslie wor. got so many people in lmm. haha can't be named all out ma. hmmm. The person I love most in lmm is LESLIE TIN okay. hahaha. He's a pervert and all. Love to touch guy butt. But he's a big brother among us. So he's the leader. haha.
Post just for you wor.

2009-04-23T07:23:00.001-07:00

Jogging the past few day. Stamina drop like don't know what.
Really is a must to go train up before going army.

Just now came back from jogging. Before jogging I putted the pail with all ice and ice water. Came back and bath. Woo dam cooling hee..

Okay tomorrow have BTT early in the morning at 9. Woo I need a car license so badly. I need luck to pass. Going K-box most probably in the evening too.

Okay I left one hour for the prawning thingy. Couldn't find the time and go. Any one interested ? ^^ haha.

2009-04-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

Woke up late today and miss the lesson today. LOL actually plan not going already as I slept quite late like 6am? haha. dam powerful I knew, didn't have the habits to sleep early nowadays. Wondering how am I going to survive when I'm in army. Mum said me sure always get punishment for being late for fall in. ha, shall see.

Been bathing with ice lately. The weather suck to the core. But you guys know something? Bathing ice water is NOT that cooling ENOUGH!
Okay Okay. Going my second round. hehe.

2009-04-21T03:59:00.000-07:00

Laugh all you want for the previous post. Jesmine was right, I've been some emotional people the past couple days. Cos when I'm all alone, I think of the past time. Can't blame too, if you're a human being you behaves the same as me when you in my situation too. This the very first time I felt so no life. Getting to help dad in work whenever I've the time. No wonder so many old auntie uncles say they wouldn't love going back secondary life. That's the time you've more steady friend. As you grown, money and love comes first. So no more playing a fool around with friend. No more idiot and shooting each other. Okay, I'm feeling so low again. Zzz.

So my Monday was I spent it myself having lunch alone. haha I knew is dam weird but the feeling is different from last time when I'm alone too. This time round I felt very peaceful and not really so lonely LOL
walked around to get stuffs like shampoo insect repellent all that all army. Met gf and trained down to Hougang and buy things again. Looking for spare phone too. Nothing caught my eye still :(
Any kind people have a phone without camera can lend me for 2 years ? =x
haha. Bus home and take thing and send gf home.

That's it for the day.

Today - wake up and meet Jesmine for lunch. She saw Jian an money dropping and I went to pick it up and act that I treated him eat. haha. So funny la.
After that took Lrt to outside school there fetch gf. I pulled Jesmine along too. haha cos I don't wanna alone wait. So I cheat her go Econ all that. Then ask her wait for Joan too LOL!
Compass and lunch again. Ated mash potato. haha.
And after that packed food and went home sleep till now le.

Having test again the next three day. Friday is the BTT .
Okay I need to pass it cos Jesmine is waiting for me to theory test with her.
Wish me luck :)

2009-04-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

Browse through a friend blog while hopping around the bloggy and saw a sentence, I NEVER HAD FUN ANYMORE.
Okay is dam random I know. But I truly agree and in love with this sentence the moment I saw and read it.
Gonna be a long winded post as I wish to recall all the moment I can remember with friends and ex in case I missed out any single one in the future.

Starts off during Secondary school times. When I'm in secondary 1.
My buddy was Pin hao, Jia ying, Zi yang, Ken, Wei zhang and Ah yao. We usually go around and play. And they love go to the arcade. FYI, I don't really play. So most of the time is just sitting down and watch them play. ha Sometimes with my primary and secondary schoolmate and we will usually played soccer together. Those people are Lai ho, Desmond, Dickson, Andy, Marcus, Wei hao, Lester and more. And that time I've a gf who older than me 3 years! She dead now. LOL! don't ask me why, retribution.

When came to secondary 2. Got new friend in the group, Marc. haha. But I'm separated classes with them. So I've new friend. Marshall, the Malay, Johnathan, Jun yang, Jayson, Nelson, Jesmine, Emily, Lim, Ben, Da and more. I feel that the class is more fun compare to secondary 1. Maybe I'm shy to make friend that time ba. hahaha. Okay I've got my first gf in school. LOL! It only last for less than a month. The class chalet is the best time for us to enjoy and getting to know each other well.

And yeah, I repeated secondary 2 again -.-
Get to know more and more people. After some time, I go with a group with Jian an, Yang zhi, Yun qing, Gerald, Derrick, Gek hee and Chang jie in the beginning 6 months. After the holidays Yong zheng joined us sometimes because Derrick and him were buddy. I dam remember Jian an brought disc to my house and all of us watched it in the room. LOL! the most memorable parts was we were playing game and stacking one by one. hahaha. I still have the video on my computer!! Woohoo, I'll try to upload it later while I finished this post :) and yup, everyone of us gotten a gf that year, LOLOL! hahaha. We never forgotten the brotherhood between us still by then :)
secondary 3 there was Denise and Kendre in our cliques. Ian and Weng chew slowly started to join us that year. We used to go out all together. Sentosa, K-box, Car park catching and countless more. Get to know David, Simon, Adrian and Ah pong and Ah pui too. Leave school at the same year too. The reason was rather stupid but I know I'll never ever regret it. LOL! The gf I've for about 8 months end around that time too. Quite sad for dam long time but after all now are friend still:)
Many bad thing happen during that year too. Did many promises to myself. Regret things that happened so much! Promised myself would change for it. lost some friend from outside since that year. Know why? Because of 1 person betrayed split all of us. Misses the past crazy thing we've done with them.

In the beginning of 2008. My usual cliques was Jian an, Yang zhi, Ah pong, Yun qing, James and Simon. Gotten a new gf in the beginning of year. It was the first time I fell for a girl and approach the first time. Do really love her that time. But I only manage to meet her once. LOL! She's just too shy at that time I guess. Maybe of the age gap too. ha. Broke up after a month. I didn't ask her the reason. I just wish her the best. Nothing more, ha. Argument with Simon about some stuffs. Its rather stupid but didn't contact one another after that already. And slowly Ah pong left..... Jian an gotten a new gf and didn't contact us anymore. Bastard lo. haha. Okay well well. I'm all alone with James. Cos he was same with me, no school! LOL!! Yang and Qing went working after the major exam. And slowly all lost contact.
But till now '09 sometimes we still contacting la. Not really lost contact :)
Okay I've gotten a gf patch for the 2nd time that year. The first time I've got the feeling of trying to patch back. Cos I once promised myself I won't patch with any of my ex's at all. I broke my rules and gave it a try cos she make me wanna love and dote her all of the sudden. hahaha. At that time, I just wanna settle myself down and get an another to share all the things with me. Not despo for love, but just wanna have someone to talk to everyday. LOL haha I thought I was able to be with her for a very long time. haha but who knows I'm too naive for it. The days we've together for 2 time is not even 1 month. haha. I didn't blame the girl for that either. For the same thing. I wish her the best too. For the rest of it, is just way too normal. Okay Okay. Enough of love life. haha.
I got into a group named, LOVEableMAMAS! That periods of time. Eric was my buddy. Most of the outings were with him that time. Pin hao joined us since after he broke with Jesmine LOL!! haha. There's always at least more than 8 people going out together. David starts hanging out with us since then. The joy and laughter we shared. Can never be replaced though so much thing has happened. The biggest group we went out was about 40 or more during national day? ha. Too big group can't be gather all together too. So yup, many conflicts after that day. Many buddies of mine quarrel between them. It doesn't concern me at all but dam it, I hate the feeling. The most memorable chalet was during '08 one already I think? You know why. Because almost all of us participate last year. Only the dam Pin hao stupid go and spoilt it. In the first I've thought it would be another boring one. Overall is fun. Especially in the night. Sadly there's no much picture for it. Too busy that time having fun already. :)
after that almost all separated. Feeling not really good for that period of time. I didn't know why. I'm just love the feeling when all are bonding together. A big group became a small group. And yup. It last till now. Such a disappointment Isn't it?!

DID YOU GUYS STILL REMEMBER ALL?

Okay lastly, I still get my another part in life. I shared with her most of my stuff in the past. because I do trust her that she will be mine for a long time. There's really a long path in life. Mine army days is the test for the both of us. Be mine last, baby I knew you'll be, loves!

2009-04-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

halfway done. Muscles out of shape!

Rotting whole day long at home. Only manage to go out for dinner with Johnathan.
Drawing and clicking the website here and there.
Totally don't know what to do. Shag wasted a Saturday just like that.

2009-04-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

I didn't know what happen to me.
Today mine tummy is making a fool.

First I went town with gf.
After that planned to eat at Plaza Sing, when the moment I stepped into pastamaia. I lost my appetite cos of the mineral water I guess? Plus I'm in flu and the place is too smoky. Went to Chinatown and lastly Hougang Mall to search for gf's sis water bottle.
I pester gf that I wanted to go home when I'm in Chinatown already. Didn't wanna to spoilt the mood so I suggest the plan continue and set off to Hougang.
So yup, after that cabbed home and ordered pizza. Guess what? I'm feeling damn hungry while waiting for the delivery. But when it arrived. I lost my appetite again.
Now I drank plain water I ALSO CAN VOMIT THE PLAIN WATER OUT!!
Okay whatever, I'm pregnant!!

That's it for today.
Happy Anniversary gf, way to go man.
Muacks.

2009-04-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

I don't know what to post la.
But I don't wanna my blog looks so plain lei. How!!
I feel like cutting away my hair tomorrow. Damn lazy to style it!

hahaha.
Now I know. But is still hard to judge human.
Why human love to show how pitiful they are.
And why some love show off how big is their magnanimous heart towards friend they don't like but for the sake of own selfishness such as they need an accompany and no friends to be with and get back to them.
Some forget the friendship in between them while the selfish people get back to others and totally forgotten the somehow *part time friends who always accompanied them.

This is life!
I've lost hope in friendship. As in, not many true friend around the world.
Yeah?!! At this moment. I don't see myself treating anyone great like before.
Adult life is so cruel. Now I know and I understand.

2009-04-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

I didn't delete away the past post.
Shit man. If only I knew how to do it and put the past post in another blog how great it can be now!
I've been drinking more than 3 litre of water everyday.
Healthy hor.

I find out that is so hard to clear and do all the stuffs in my room.

1. My punching bag drop -.- no time to fix it back at all. ( Thanks to James and Pin hao )
2. Haven't re-paint my room.
3. I've brought a pull up bar since years ago. And I couldn't find a time to fix it. POWERFUL!
4. Haven't found a comfortable position to sleep. If you happen to come my house most of the time you'll know I always switch the position. LOL

And JAMES!
I WILL CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY AND MAKE IT MEMORABLE FOR YA! WAIT FOR ME TO BOOK OUT HOR!

2009-04-12T06:38:00.001-07:00

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